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26 March 2015

Being sick

The truth is, I hate admitting that I'm sick sometimes. I always feel like I can pull through it and not succumb to seeing a doctor but I can't. I am someone that gets migraines very easily. By very easily, I would think at least four times a month (I average it out based on per month). There will be this aching pain in my forehead that I can't shake off. Eating something sweet helps, but not all the time.

I was stuck in bed for almost 36 hours previously. The moment I woke up, my whole body was aching everywhere and each time I try to sit up, my ears start to buzz and I feel like throwing up. I feel feverish so I turn on the aircon but I wasn't really having a fever to begin with. People call this 'Vertigo' which is the first I've ever came across with a term like such.

I'm generally not someone that will go around announcing that I'm sick because my rigid mind thinks that some ppl do that just to seek attention and sympathy. So when I do tell ppl that I'm uncomfortable, it's usually at a mark of 90 on the 0 to 100 scale of severity in terms of discomfort. Just talking about this makes me sick in the stomach too. I'm at a mark of 50 right now and my mind tells me that I'm "okayyy" and this is why I'm a skeptic when ppl tell me they are sick sometimes.

Please get well soon and clear backlog so that you can start afresh.

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