May Update

Hello everyone, Happy May!

So much has happened over the past 4 months this year. Some days, they are fine and dandy, some days not so much. I have been pushing myself less this year in terms of cramming up my hours with endless teaching and trying to give myself more space to do things that I like and spend more quality time with people that matter. I am kinda glad that cooking, baking and coffee has somehow taken over my life by storm this year cos they give me a strange sense of comfort. It has not been easy, especially when I sense that the other people at home are not too happy about it. Their words can hurt sometimes but I'm learning to be strong and shut them out. Basically, kitchen affairs are just tiring in my household due to certain reasons.

I'm thankful for friendships that I've forged a tighter bond with because being the person I am, I'm pretty much emotionally reliant on J and close friends. Seeing the fact that I don't blog here very much lately, my inner emotions have to pour out someplace else and I'm thankful for the people who have listened and advised upon. Mostly, I just need to ramble. I need to ramble because I can't bottle up my emotions and they tend to lead to my migraines. I've been suffering from a few cases of migraines this year, about 6-8 times already. Some days it just hurts so bad and they are 10 times worse when I'm in a lesson. My migraines get pretty bad because at times they blur my vision and there isn't such a thing as 'sleeping it off' because it doesn't go away.

I have so many things to do, to plan and I always feel like I'm procrastinating by doing things that are not as important aka known as backing up my entire hard drive and doing countless photoshop because my Mac is going to die on me any time now ): Not looking forward to that day. 

I've learnt so much through reading articles and watching educational videos on YouTube. I learnt how to let go of certain issues, to stop being concerned and bothering over stuff that have no importance in my life. It's true. The less you care about things that aren't important, the less emotional baggage you carry. To be around people who are positive and those whom you're comfortable with. Watched tons of baking videos and coffee videos on the internet and they have helped a lot. It's almost as if I'm going for free classes by being at home!

Another thing. I'm always hungry.