Another phase of my life

You know, when I was young, I always wished for the fact that I was well-liked by everyone. I had this obsessive need to know that everyone I came to meet and befriend me actually liked me for me. I was basically just very nice. Nice to everyone and everything. Then I went through some crap that essentially taught me that, it does not pay to be too nice. That I had to be selective about who I wanted to be nice to. To be selective and exclusive about my time and my expense. I must say I grew up learning well. Nobody taught me that I had to be selective, I just came to realise it for myself. Maybe I used to find a need to want to win people over, but honestly, giving with no expectations are worth so much more. If I've ever given you a piece of me, you must have meant something.

Happy Birthday Love

I hope all your wishes come true this year, that you will stay single and very happy, concentrate on doing many things for yourself this year and stay healthy, young and always 22.

xoxo

Amelia

Falling stars

I witnessed my very first shooting star one night by the sea breeze.

After many missed opportunities, I stood up on the sand and was just looking into the far distance with the wind in my hair when there it was, that flickering moment of miracle. I want to tell you that I've rehearsed countless times what I would like to wish for in my head, but I didn't. Whatever it is though, I hope the stars can read my mind and grant me whatever wish it was and I'll just be grateful unknowingly.

It's just like how people unknowingly come into your lives like a spark. An unexplainable spark. A spark that happens with magic and fire. Nevertheless, it was still a spark that you seek to justify.